mellee115

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 04:35:26 GMT

I'm going to begin to post again.
Although I have my own personal journal, I want one for the internet as well.
Tomorrow I'll make a post.

SHOCKER. A post!

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 00:30:53 GMT

I havent be posting a whole lot. So I've decided to start writing here again!

So guess who's back,
Back again,
Mellee is back,
Tell a friend,
AND SHAKE YOUR MONEY MAKER.

So tomorrow, it's officially Decemeber. And with Decemeber comes Christmas. Christmas, a jolly time of the year. Except for the fact that I'm short on cash for spending on Christmas presents, but Christmas is my favourite holiday of the year. The music, the atmosphere, ahhh I just adore it. This year, my most wanted item is:

A Hot Pink Motorola Razr.

Along with Christmas, my first Semi-Formal is on the December the 8th. I'm very excited. I got my black dress, and those black heels with those fake diamonds on it. It should be a great night. It would be a perfect night if a certain someone was going. But it's okay.

So I love music. That's one thing to know about me. I sing, I play electric guitar. I just down-right love music. Music is great for alot of things, like dancing or something you can just relate to. Currently I'm working on learning Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me on my guitar. Right now I have the intro and the first verse going.

Lately, I've been obsessed with the band Coldplay. I think I first started liking them when I heard the song "Clocks". I love listening to them because when you listen to them you get this great feeling. I can't really describe it, but it's very relaxing. My favourite songs from Coldplay are:

Sparks
Clocks
Talk
Speed of Sound
Fix You
Swallowed In The Sea
Yellow

And that concludes this entry! Also I signed up at a new site. It's called Radio.Blog.Club. I use it to get new songs.Here's my blog:

http://www.radioblogclub.com/fav/0/677447

Wasting my Time

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 22:16:49 GMT

Haven't posted in awhile. Highschool is making me busy I haven't had anything really interesting to read, but yea I have a poem for you all to read that I just wrote. Hope you enjoy it.

Wasting my time
By Mellee

I'm living in this so called life.
And every minute, ticks by.
A time bomb, just waiting to go off.
And here I am, sitting in a corner,
Crying over the thing I love the most,
Wasting my time.

And everyone tells me "Get over it",
But words are easier said than done.
So I just keep on dwelling on this hopeless wish.
Asking every shooting star,
For my request.
And here I am,
Wasting my time.

Some things are better left unsaid,
Every moment I dread, away from you,
And here I am, looking out the window,
Just hoping, things will turn around soon,
So I ask myself,
Is it worth the wait?
But while I contemplate over it,
All I'm doing is,
Wasting my time.

And now it's dark outside,
And all those hidden emotions,
Continue to hide.
But I know one day, you'll see,
About how much, you mean to me,
But just thinking of what might happen next,
Is probably another story,
Of me,
Wasting my time.

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 03:02:14 GMT

I updated my awards and stamps page.

Also I was chatting with my friend on msn and somehow this story came out of it. Haha total proof that I am very RANDOM..with an imagination.

This story is basically about a emoticon off of my msn. Unfortunately I cant find it. Basically it ran back in forth with a happy face and it's arms waving over top of it's circle body. The arms weren't attached and they were in the shape of mini circles. The little circle emoticon appeared to be hovering.

So then my friend Will, asked me what he thought it was. I said I did not know. (For some dumb reason) Then Will said, "I think it's an invisible snowball/marshmellow guy with-balls-over-his-head eater is chasing it". I replyed with LMAO! Haha. Then he asked what I thought it was. I basically said, "I think it's a circle guy with his arms not attached to his body. But I could think of something crazier."

And so out of a very small icon, came this. AND ICON WITH A STORY. Haha this is what I replied back to him:

I think it's a emo kid wait..a emo circle being attacked by killer african bees. But these bees have no wings, so they float, not fly. Infact even the emo circle thing is floating. Why they float? Because the world is square. There is a magnetic field keeping the circles from falling off. (They dont have gravity)But also they dont have feet or legs.. Why you ask? Well how the fuck am I supposed to know? I dont live there. But they do have toes. You cant see them...but they are there. The proof of this; you can see little lumps of toejam floating around. So back to the little emo circle. As you know..emos dont give a flying fuck.

You can throw a pie in their faces and they would just keep on walking. They want to die....and since the circle thing is a emo...it wants to die. It purposely ran into a african killer bee infested outhouse and pissed off the little bastards. It's pretty easier to offend bees. Even though emos dont care, this circle guys was pissed off from the all noise the bees were making.

So the emo circle basically opened the door to the rancid smelling outhouse and yelled STFU! The bees started to chase the emo circle like a bunch of fat people hearing Mcdonalds is giving out free Big Macs. Now if you dont know this, african killer bees are poisonus, If you didnt know that, you must be a complete retard if you didn't pick that up because it's in the name "african KILLER bees".

So finally the emo circle was getting his dream to become true in a matter of a minute or so. His dream to die. Quite the dream if you ask me...but whatever. So the emo circle is running along as happy he ever has in his life. Correction...the ONLY time in his life. Suddenly, the emo circle guy realizes that he could die faster if stopped running away. So he stops. Not only does he stop,He shats himself from the excitement. And what a stupid thing to do. The killer bees pulled back and went back to their hive. The emo circle turns around and says...WHY AREN'T YOU KILLING ME! He falls to his knees and....wait a darn minute. He doesn't has knees.So....he falls to his toes, with tears rolling down his circle body. Today was not his day to die.

But the emo kid is left thinking, why didnt the bees contine to chase him and eventually kill him. Because the only weakness of an african killer bee is the smell of shat. They were simply deflected from the sent. So the emo circle gets up. and decides to walk home with something rather squishy in him semi circle pants......THE END.

NOTE: ONLY 98% IS TRUE. THERE ARE KILLER BEES, EMOS, OBESE PEOPLE, AND MCDONALDS BIG MACS

DOUBLE NOTE: THIS STORY WAS JUST MADE UP OVER PURE RANDOMNESS. PLEASE TAKE NO OFENSE TO IT FOR IT WAS NOT MEANT TO HURT.

So Will laughed. And said "WOW. That's Awsome!". Plus he said it was a little much for a circle. But HAHAHA, I admitted it too. So it was fun.

:o

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 18:50:33 GMT

OMFG. FRIG AN ERAGON MOVIE IS OUT ON DECEMEBER 15 (theatres)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!!!!!!8D

Woo. An awsome post! THEORY OF THE DEADMAN PICS! AND IN CONCERT!

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 03:55:08 GMT

Today was a great day...except for a few things but, MY BRACES ARE OFF! WOOT! Also I went to a Theory of A Deadman concert today and I got some pictures and a movie. Also slow running computers beware. Big pictures/ files. Taken on a digital camera.

First up. Look at my new shiny monitor. It's a 17" LCD monitor. It's ALOT better than my other one that was basically falling apart. It was basically held up by 2 books and mini jewelery box. SRRY IT'S SO BIG!

All TOAD pictures. The best ones I had. And now for a clip. :)

http://www.youtube.com/v/B8K8J1Yh0W8

Random Shit.

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 20:15:52 GMT

Is it just me, or do DDR mats wear out after awhile? I just got mine last month and the Up arrow isn't working all to great. Plus the mat works on it's own when no one is stepping on it. Ugh I'm hoping it don't have to buy another one. -_-# My VCR is also a piece of crap. It ate one of my tapes.

I'm currently almost ready for an icon post, I'm going to make a few more today. So that's cool.

Tomorrow I get these god damn braces off! Thank you. Plus I'm seeing a Theory of a Deadman concert tomorrow. I think I'll post up pictures for you all to see.

I haven't been reading any manga lately but I know Absolute Boyfriend Vol.2 is coming anytime this August. It's very hot and hilarious. Kick ass series.

Last thing, What the hell is with the new movie, "Snakes on Planes"?

Because These Water Droplets Mean Nothing

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 05:21:33 GMT

I don't think I'm a really good writer but I've been practicing alot to make my writing better. I hope this is good. I've had my friend read it and she says it's really good, and she is an AWSOME writer. So here it is story number 1.

TITLE: Because These Water Droplets Mean Nothing
STATUS: Complete
NUMBER OF CHAPTERS: 1
NOTE: I dont own Edwin McCain's lyrics, "I'll be".

You play the final notes on your guitar to finish your song. And boy, did you play them well. But then it reminds me of how truely pathetic I am. That I am only just begining to play songs on my guitar, when you have already perfected it.
But that is the last thing in the world that makes me pathetic. I am pathetic because I can not tell you that I like you. Though even if I try to, it would seem pointless, because you'd probably never take me back. I had my chance, and I think I blew it. Although if I could go through that one day again, I'd would probably turned out differently. But who can really turn back time. I look down at my feet full of shame.
"Ally, Did I play that song bad?"I look up. Of course not.
"Joel, you know you played that song in the best way possible. Dude, you damn well know it that one day you'll be famous guitarist. I'm sure of it." I replied back. You looked a rather flattered with yourself. But I think it's true. You should be famous. Even though that would mean the only time I'd get to see you would be on the televison. I'd still be very happy.
"I'm not usually the person to pick into peoples thoughts but, you look so sad. What is wrong?"Joel asks me. I look into his eyes. They were jam packed full with concern for me. I looked away. Why me? You're not supposed to like me anymore. Atleast I don't think as much as I like you.
I look back into his eyes. His green-hazel eyes. I couldn't decided which colour they were. I just knew that I could get lost looking into them.

"The strands in your eyes,
That colour them wonderful,
Stop me and steal my breath"

I fianlly come to the decison, they were green. Although they had a gray tinge to them, they reminded me of a forest. A forest that held many mysteries and secrets that I'd never know about.

"Emeralds from mountains,
Thrust towards the sky,
Never revealing their depth."

Yet all that didn't matter because you were just another lost cause.
"Silly. There's nothing wrong with me". I moved my eyes away to avoid his gaze. I was telling him a lie and I SUCK at telling even the easiet lies.
"Alright, but with the way you've been acting today, that doesn't seem all that convincing."
Dammit. Should of seen that one coming.
"C'mon, Ally, I'm your friend. Atleast give me a hint." Joel says.
Oh no. Not this dirty little trick. He's going to ask one question, then he'll ask another. Then he'll eventually find out that I like him. For heavens sake, don't fall for it Ally, don't!
"It...involes......you." I stammered.
You IDOIT! See what you get yourself into? Surprised that I actually said those words, I wanted to leave before matters got worse than it already was.
"So...What about me?"
Unless Joel was ridiculously clueless, he should of had a pretty damn good idea of what I was going to say next. This was like something I had done before, about a few times. And each of them failed with the simple answer, "No.", with no explaination. And yet I still held on.
What really was the point of doing this again. Wasting precious minutes of my life on something that would never happen. Without looking at him, I said:
"I'm so sorry,....but there's no point in telling you."
Before he could say a single word, I stood up to depart from the workshop. I didn't want this to continue. Tears started to roll down my cheeks as I proceed to the door. I was giving up.
"Wait.."
Joel grabbed my hand before I could exit out the door.

"Tell me, that we belong together,
Dress it up, with the trappings of love."

I stood there, awe-struck. I couldn't believe that you were holding my hand. And this feeling. It was the same feeling I had when I hugged you for the first, and maybe last time, I couldn't help but cry silently. But I didn't dare turn around because I knew, that these water droplets would make any difference.
"...Don't go" Joel said quietly. I didn't budge. But I wanted to run away. My feet just wouldn't move to escape.
"Would there be a point, if I wanted to listen?"
I let go of his hand and turned to face him. Although I was looking at the floor, so I didn't look upon your face immediately. When I did, I was glad because you were wearing your smile. And that was just enough for me to gather up the courage to tell you how I felt. For once and for all.
I wiped my tears of regret off my face. I looked into your eyes and nodded. There was definately a point.

"I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows,
Of heartache,
That hang from above"

I walked back to where I was sitting before and seated myself down. My mind was racing, Where should I begin. What should I say. This was too much drama for one day. You sat yourself on a chair about diagonally away from me. I pulled myself together and opened my mouth to tell you what I had to say.
But unfortunately. That'll never happen, not for us, atleast. To you, we were just a joke. Everything I did, meant nothing. Even for the months that I actually had you, it was just was all lies. Because you never liked me in the first place.
So now I lie on my bed, 9 months later, realizing that I should of looked away when I first saw Joel Tucker walk through that classroom door.

"I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love suicide,
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life..."

Any comments would be nice. Please no hating to my hard work. Also tips for me to improve my writing would be good as well.Thanks

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 01:44:43 GMT

Well I guess I am posting finally. I am now 14 beautiful years as of July the 19th. So I am happy. Well who wouldn't? Anyways I'd say my first week or so of being 14 has been...interesting. Quite hilarious, eh Lacey?

Last night I cleaned up my room. It usually isnt messy, but I've been basically living in this room lately so yea. I know one of these days I take pictures of my room for all of you that actually read my entries. Ha if there is any.

I really want to see POTC - Deadman's Chest. I think I'm seeing it next Tuesday.

So hell, I got nothing else to say. So see you all later.

Pac-man...is my buddy.

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 02:37:20 GMT

Haha. Pac-man, best game ever. Ya gotta love that little guy. Eating all those yellow dots. Yup. Haha anyways I've always seen my friends get ticked off at all the new games coming out...but me, no I've never got upset at any of thoe games...I get upset at Pac-man 8D. 10 minutes ago I was yelling at the top of my lungs "Run, you little yellow fuck,RUN!!!!". Woke up my parents. xD Lmao. And the good thing for me is...I can play whenever I want on my PSP. :D Ya gotta love life...

NEW LAYOUT!

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 06:50:15 GMT

Well I have been making alot of layouts lately 8D But I'm getting pretty darn good at it with all this practice. Well with this new layout, it is change to the previous layout I have had before. I just need to make an image map navigation to finish it off...but I'm way too tired to do that right at the moment. Anyways my birthday is in 4 days! -zegasp- I'm going to be 14 lovely years.

Well time to leave.

Oh and there will be a icon post coming....right after some icontest finish.

Adobe PS and my computer hate me.

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 06:06:36 GMT

Well after, a 2 hours of working on a layout for my neopet's guild's website layout, Adobe PS decided to give me a program error right when I was about to click the SAVE AS button. Boo Hoo ;-;

Sorry thats is small. But I didnt dare using Adobe again tonight after...it decided to be mean.

Well there's nothing I can do about it. I'll just make it again tomorrow I guess and It'll probably turnout even better...I hope

My Manga To-Read List, Any Recomendations?

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 05:48:15 GMT

Manga I want to buy and start reading:

Fruits Basket
Ouran High School Host Club
Naruto
Loveless

Manga I have read:

Absolute Boyfriend
Cardcaptor Sakura
Chobits
DN Angel
Kamichama Karin
Love Hina
Pita-ten
Tokyo Mew Mew
Suikoden lll
NANA
Somedays Dreamers
Tsubasa
Fairies Landing

Is there any manga you might recommend for me?

Graduation Is Over

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 00:31:50 GMT

So it has finished...2 days ago I believe and boy can I say, IT WAS A BLAST! I achieved an Academic Letter which is cool. Also from my parents I got a real ruby necklace + earrings. That's sweet shit right there. Anyways the dance kinda of sucked badly so my and my friends went to a resturant called Moronis and chilled there for about 2:30 hrs. Then we walked around this big duck pond thingy. And about 11:01 I went home, with a new pimp hat of course ;P. Took forever to get my hair back to normal though. I had soo many pins in my hair. It was just nuts. x.X

Now that my grad night is all over, I am bored two days later with absolutely nothing to do but make a new LJ layout. Except I dont really feel like doing that.

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 19:58:43 GMT

I just took a quiz and I got a test result of an IQ of 97! Holy thats a shocker.

Counting the days

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 03:44:18 GMT

Graduation is on Monday.....sweeeeet I cant wait.

My Funny South Park Quotes

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 20:50:56 GMT

Mr. Garrison: How would you like to go see the school counselor?
Cartman: How would you like to suck my balls?
Mr. Garrison: What did you just say?!
Cartman: Oh, I'm sorry (Clears throat and pulls out megaphone), actually what I said was, "How would you like to suck my balls, Mr. Garrison?"

Cartman: Okay, Token, give me a sweet bass line.
Token: I don't know how to play the bass.
Cartman: Token, how many times do we have to go over this? You're black. You can play the bass.
Token: I'm really tired of your racist views on this.
Cartman: Well then, get tired of them after you give me a bass line!
Token: (Plays the bass expertly) Oh, Goddammit.

Cartman: If some girl tried to kick my ass, I'd be like, 'Hey. Why don't you stop ... dressing me like a mailman ... uh, and making me dance for you ... while you go and ... smoke crack in your bedroom ... and have sex with ... some guy ... I don't even know. On my dad's bed.
Stan: Cartman, what the hell are you talking about?
Cartman: I'm just saying you're just a little wuss, that's all.

OMG...I'm actually posting.

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 02:02:34 GMT

So I finally felt like posting. I'm officially off of hiatus...which is cool. I've been working on icons so I should have a icon post sometime soon. Plus my layout is...well..I dont like it anymore so I'm going to change it, sometime soon. Plus my stamps are updated, well more like it be updated after this post.

ANYWAYS, I guess I shall rant about something. First of all, My webcam hates me. It won't work. It's not connecting to the computer for some reason. Hopefully I can fix that up later. Speaking about computers, I wish I still had Windows XP. I miss it so. Windows 2000 sucks. I don't have Windows Movie Maker anymore either. That went with the XP. Dammit.

Back to real life, I'm graduating from Grade 8 on June 26. Sweet, then it's highschool. School is boring as hell right now. I'm basically sitting in my seat doodling, listening to my teacher yap. I can't wait to get out of there. -_-

Hmm well that's all for now. More later

CU!

Tue, 23 May 2006 00:38:14 GMT

Your Extroversion Profile:

Friendliness: Very High

Cheerfulness: High

Activity Level: Medium

Sociability: Medium

Assertiveness: Low

Excitement Seeking: Low

How Extroverted Are You?

Mon, 22 May 2006 20:15:10 GMT

I won't be posting for awhile because I'll be getting XP on my computer. Post for you all later!

Whoa..creppy

Sun, 21 May 2006 03:32:27 GMT

Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.

Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.

Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.

Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both Presidents were shot in the head.

Now it gets really weird.

Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln.

Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.

Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.

John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.

Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names are composed of fifteen letters.

Now hang on to your seat.

Lincoln was shot at the theater named Ford;
Kennedy was shot in a car called Lincoln made by Ford;

Lincoln was shot in a theater and his assassin ran and hid in a
warehouse.
Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his assassin ran and hid in a
theater.

Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.

And here's the kicker;

A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe, Maryland
A week before Kennedy was shot, he was with Marilyn Monroe.

Some people's kids.

Fri, 19 May 2006 02:15:17 GMT

xD

Funny guy is making fun of kid drawings. Just plain funny.

http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=irule

Some Quotes

Thu, 18 May 2006 02:29:32 GMT

I wasn't going to post these here but my printer is being a bitch so I'm going to put it here now.

If you can dream it,
you can do it.
Walt Disney

I keep my ideals, because in spite of everything,
I still believe that people are really good at heart.
Anne Frank

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on.
Robert Frost

"Whoever said 'nothings impossible' never tried to nail jell-o to a tree" - Lisa Bryant

"If toast always lands butter-side down, and cats always land on their feet, what happens if you strap toast on the back of a cat and drop it?" - Steven Wright.

"If at first you don't succeed... So much for skydiving." - Henry Youngman.

"Make crime pay. Become a Lawyer." - Will Rogers.

What will come, will come, and we'll meet it when it does.
Hagrid

Hippies.They're everywhere. They wanna save the earth, but all they do is smoke pot and smell bad.
Eric Cartman

Here lies,
All cold and hard,
The last damn dog,
That pooped in my yard!

"I get to go to lots of overseas places, like Canada."
- Britney Spears, Pop Singer

Took the World's Shortest Personality Test

Sun, 14 May 2006 23:26:25 GMT

Your Personality Profile

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.

You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Squeee So happy.

Sun, 14 May 2006 21:14:25 GMT

Well this weekend, I FINALLY got to go shopping. And I had a blast going too. I got the manga I wanted to get plus more!
Well first I went and bought Absolute Boyfriend Vol. 1. I've been wanting to buy that since I first read a bit of it in Shojo Beat. I also bought NANA Vol. 2. NANA kicks ass, it's an awsome manga. Also since I love Koge-Donbo, I got myself Kamichama Karin Vol. 1. It is very cute, I love it so much.=^^= I'm only halfway through though xD.
I was also very lucky to find myself a Chobits Wall Scroll for $12. Considering it had a value of $26 dollars. I got it cheap and it's also quite big. And my final item that I bought was a Shojo Beat magazine. I am very lucky to actually find one.
It's raining outside. Can't wait till Tuesday. I get off school early and I find out when I get my braces off. Probably i'll be getting them off about next month which is a relief. I also get to go graduation dress shopping. I still havent't gotten mine yet! x.X

aNYWAYS...I'm done talking so catch y'all later.

PS. There are rumours going around that Theory of a Deadman is coming to my town for the festival.